Vacancy in his heart...

2010-10-30T03:12:00.001+08:00

One of my favourite comic EVER!!!

2010-10-17T22:51:00.007+08:00

So tomorrow school reopens. I can't believe that my holidays are over that fast. Haiz. But at least I enjoyed every bit of it. From working,going on dates with my girlfriend. And all the stuff that I liked to do. Heh. I'm gonna miss it. Haiz. But I spent the last day of my holidays well. Went to the zoo with my beloved girlfriend,ayu and besties, leen and zul. It was fun! And a great catching up session with leen. I just realised that I'll meet her every holidays. Haha! Enjoy the pictures below. =D

It's obvious that my heart beats for you. ♥

2010-10-05T01:24:00.008+08:00

Happy 1st anniversary baby. Through all the ups and downs and all the shits that we've been through for the past year, our relationship bond is still strong as the elephant brand super glue. Heh. May this be the first of many anniversary to come baby. I love you so much. Muacks.

I'm obsessed with this picture and I dunno why. =P

2010-09-30T18:08:00.001+08:00

So below are my results for my current semester. It was what I expected. So can say I'm satisfied with it. Heh. So how's your result?

My new boots =D

2010-09-21T20:27:00.003+08:00

Finally I have bought my new boots. MUAHAHAHAHA!!! It cost me $80. Thus, I can play soccer once again. Ouh yeah. And I also bought this 3/4 shorts, adidas body tights as well. Bought them at a factory reject shop (only my shorts and tights eh!!) . Nooo. It's not fake. It's original but due to some reasons, it was rejected at the final check and they decided to throw it away. This always happened fyi. Heh. So some buggers picked them up and sell these items for a way way cheaper price. So I spent $38 on those 2 items. Heh. Next month, I wanna shop till I drop. I've calculated that for next month pay, I'll be getting around $1k++. All these from The F1 event, my Coffeebean pay and my monthly allowance. If I'm in good mood, I'll treat you readers. Heh. K go! =D

Not for the faint hearted

2010-09-15T19:35:00.001+08:00

Below is the gory scene you can ever imagine. Most movies in the clip below are old movies so you might not able to recognise it. But they sure know how to make some gory movies back then. Hell Yeah!!!

Hari Raye 2010

2010-09-13T14:23:00.007+08:00

This year Hari Raya my family went out for 3 days straight. Dad took a week off so that basically enables us to go on a 3 day eating spree. Not to forget,getting Duit raye. Haha! But I got a bit only. What do you expect right? I'm 18 but didn't really hope for duit raye. Danish was super excited to Raya that he was telling us to hurry up. Then if he got bored in a relative house, he will say "Yok" meaning he wanna go to the next house. And and I just realised that the little dude loves to take pictures. He's getting cuter by the day. Geram aku! Below are some pictures during raye. The rest are on facebook. Don't forget to check it out. Haha. K go!

2010-09-08T13:21:00.004+08:00

After 1 week plus or so of mugging, I am glad to announce that I have end my exams already. Thus, let the holidays begin!! HAHAHA!! I'm satisfied with my performance for the exams. I've studied hard ( I think) and the papers were exactly the same that I studied. Math is okay but the Fourier series question is damn long but I managed to complete it. Somehow, I sensed a few or maybe a lot of mistakes in that. I'm prone to careless mistakes you see. Haha. Then Thermofluids paper is the same thing as my assignment questions. I redo my assignment, understand it and the paper was easy. =D For Mechanical & Fixture Design, I studied what my lecturer gave me for tips. And the whole thing came out exactly as he predicted. Teachers like this makes a student life easy during exams. No wonder I didn't feel stress during the examinations. That makes sense!! HAHA! And what a shame my beloved girlfriend is still having exams. HAHA!

I wanna enjoy my holidays the fullest this time. I wanna work, play soccer, go on dates with gf, spend time with my friends and last PARTY. HEH. I need it. After months of school and stuff, it's time to enjoy. HAHAHA!! Hmm. That's it for now. I wanna get ready for work. K go!

And and I wanna have hair like this guy!!! Super cool.

A Gay Post. (Just had to let this out)

2010-08-31T01:49:00.004+08:00

Once, there was a group of people who has a beautiful circle of friendship. Friendship by nature,brothers by bond. Jokes were shared among them. Problems are solved when they unite. Joy were spread evenly when they are together. Smiles are wide when pictures are taken together. They could even go through a storm and still be laughing at the end of it. And deep inside, they all wished that this will last forever.

Now,the friendship is still there but there's some complications. It's not strong as last time but it's still standing strong. But with some doubts. But no one wanna talk it out as they feared it might escalate to fight among the group. All this happened when one incident of mistrust happened when gf of friend A told gf of friend B what happened in the past between gf A and friend B. So friend B and gf fought about this. And they blamed gf A for this. Gf A just wanna let it out to gf B as she felt guilty. She couldn't lie anymore to gf B. So once friend B settled with his gf. The friendship between gf A and gf B was over as it seems. That's not all. Friend B is getting busy with things and some said he's changed.

And due to that,this coming raye is not that merry as it seems. One won't go and the other half heartedly wanna go but with some doubts. Now this is a sad situation as the rest of the friends wanted all to be present. This saddens majority of those involved and they hoped things will be back to normal. Just like the good old days. Hopefully, during this holy month it will opened up the hearts and minds of those involved and just solved this. Without any breaking of relationship or friendship. Please?

2010-08-27T03:13:00.001+08:00

2010-08-17T03:51:00.003+08:00

I want a new pair of soccer boots!! My Red Puma is tearing one piece at a time. I've been using it for the last 2 years. Maybe it's time for it to be in the dust bin. You served me well Red Puma. Fret not, I have my eyes on a new pair of boots to replace good ol' puma. Its the Adinova boots by Adidas.The boot is a 2nd grade boots of AdiPure. The one worn by Kaka and Schweinteinger. Saw this since the world cup period. I think it will suits my style of play. Shooting and passing. So now the boot is confirm. I'm left with only the colours. Haha! I want a white base boots but there are 2 coloured stripes to choose from. Should I et the blue one? Or maybe the gold one?? I like the blue one but I can imagine the gold striped boots on my feet. Haha! Nevermind, I got 1 more month to think about it. I wanna buy it after I get my Coffee Bean pay. Heh. =D

2010-08-16T00:30:00.002+08:00

I found this song while having my EB class just now. And to make it worse, we were made to dance to this song in front of the whole class. Damn it was embarrassing. But hey, the song is damn cute. HAHA!!

2010-08-11T17:02:00.003+08:00

It's already fasting month and I can't believe it. It's like I'm not ready yet but still I have to fulfill it. But it's okay. I wanna be a good person and fast for the whole month. I don't wanna repeat of last year where I did not fast for a few days. Heh. So since it's the fasting month and my exam study break, I can maximise this opportunity to study for my exams. God willing, I can do this. I need to in order to pull up my GPA.

Speaking of fasting month, I remembered my fasting month last year. It was so oh heaven. HAHA!! Me and my friends will lepak after terawih. Lepak until it's time to sahur. Sahur then play my lappy then go to sleep. Then we will be awake late in the afternoon. Wait for buke then the whole thing repeats itself. It's like a cycle. Heh. But there won't be a repeat of that this year. I will be busy working and revising for exams so yeah. A bit sad la. HAHA!!

The other watched fireworks with zul and baby. Last minute plan actually but we got a nice view. We were beside suntec city and opposite esplanade. So basically great view. Heh. K la. Lazy wanna update. No more to update about. My life is getting mundane by the days. Haha. K go!!

2010-08-03T22:48:00.003+08:00

Firstly,a thousand apologies for not updating this blog for the last 12 days. I've been busy with school and work. Its tiring to work and study at the same time. After school, need to rush to work. Thankfully,its near the term. So I'm able to cope uh. This week is Common Test week and sadly, I have not start my revision. Just read through the notes. That's it. Didn't do any practice whatsoever. So I'm screwed basically. Haha.

K other than school, I recently got in a trouble with my eyes. I was wearing my lense,then it got itchy,so I scratched my eyes. Then,I realised it went in my eyes. So I went into panic mode and rubbed my eyes vigorously until I assumed it dropped off. But then,in school,my left eye had this irritating sensation so I went to Yishun Polyclinic to have it checked. From there, they referred me to KTPH A&E section. The doctor said he saw something under my eyelid so he referred me to the eye clinic. Once I reached there,the eye doctor,she scraped under my eyelids with some tools which is quite painful and irritating. Thus,she said,I found nothing there. But she also said that I'm suffering from excessive lense wear which means I wore lense too much to the extent that my eyes lacked of oxygen. So I need to let them rest for 2 weeks to 1 month. Its only 1 week and I'm already missing wearing them. =(

That's it for now. I wanna rest. Tomorrow is my French exam. Good night!! And I so love the picture below. Wait, not the picture alone. The person in the picture below. =)

2010-07-22T18:10:00.004+08:00

My friend tagged me some old photos. Back when we were in secondary school. The times where I was a good boy and all. Not interested in smoking,drinking and won't even do club. But now is a different story all together. Haha. I've grown up now. If I were to tell you that I was Exco in my Prefectorial Board getting the Head Of Discipline post today, I bet you guys will laugh your asses off. My face = Head of discipline? Yes. Laugh. But it was true. Haha. I used to fart at my classmates especially Shannon. Be noisy and stuff. I was one of the leading people in class. Well,I can say in both academically and socially. Heh. And one of the teacher's favourite student too. Haha. Well. Good times. Good times. Below are some of the photos of me and my friends when we were still.. YOUNG. =D

4 of the Malay guys

I still laugh hard when I see Shahida here!!

Our first time entering NYP. (Ignore me)

Racial Harmony Day( I was selling Kacang Putih That day)

My coursemate and goodfriend. And A victim of my farting nonsense. =D

That's about all that my friend gave me. I wanna find some secondary school picture and see the difference in me back then and now. Wanna see how I've grown up. Heh. K. That's it for now. GO!! =)

2010-07-17T13:16:00.004+08:00

Happy 3rd Birthday my lil brother Danish!!! He was so excited that he really wanted to cu the cake. So he cut the cake early in the morning. Wanted to wait for everyone to be home to start the cake cutting but he's one impatient kid. HAHA!! You adorable little devil. You somehow reminds me of myself when I was young. And it was scary. Haha. You grew up fast. I still remember you when you were still a little baby. Aww. Geram aku dengan kau. =)

2010-07-13T22:52:00.002+08:00

Yes ah!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to get an iPod touch. Know why? Because I passed my Common Test. And because of this event, my beloved baby will buy me one. She promised me that if I passed my Common Test. And passed I did. HAHA!! These are my grades for CT. Got B for MFD, C for Math and D for Thermo. If I studied chapter 4 for MFD,who knows I might get an A. I'm satisfied with Math as I practiced it hard. Thermo is the most unsatisfactory one. Due to 2 careless mistakes,it cost me 20 marks. Yes. TWENTY!!! Like a lot uh. Could have gotten a C or B if I didn't make that mistakes. Grrr. Well. Never mind. Will learn from it.

Next week will start work at coffeebean at 313. Weekends will work from morning till afternoon. Weekdays will work evening till closing. The closing part I do if the next day I don't have morning classes. If not,I won't wake up for sure. Heh. And and I will be working with Zul and Ayu. What more can I ask? Got one of my best buddies and beloved girlfriend with me. So Yeah me!! Hahaha!! Kk. Thats it for now. Enjoy the video below. =)

2010-07-08T00:00:00.002+08:00

And finally I got a job. Its at Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf. I got it through recommendation by my gf. Now I can concentrate on having my practical lessons without facing any financial difficulties. I should be starting next week. Once after I completed my typhoid jab,send them my bank account number and IC. Its been a while since I worked,so lets hope it wont be that hard. But ain't working hard? Haha. Oh and I forgot,I was posted to Somerset 313 outlet. HAHA. YEAH!! And this time, there wont be a repeat of 'SAFARI BREAK'. If you guys cant recall,read the link below. HEH.

http://aizanbacktobasics.blogspot.com/2010/03/as-you-all-know.html

Watching World Cup during school time is hard. Today I woke up at 1045am where as I start school at 8am. So I missed 2 hrs of thermo lecture and 1 hr of nano lecture. I came only for French which is from 1-3pm. Haha. But this time I won't be late. After the match,which will probably end at 430am,I wont go to sleep. Instead,I will watch a movie to keep me awake. Furthermore,I end at 12pm later on so I can sleep the whole afternoon. HAHA! K thats it for now. Wanna continue watching spongebob in my lappy. GO!!

2010-07-03T21:13:00.003+08:00

Happy 49th Birthday Mum!! I hope you enjoyed the cake I bought discreetly this morning. Woke up early morning just to buy the cake. =) I wanted to put her picture here but unfortunately, I don't have her picture. Heh.

So my common test are all over. Thank god! For MFD, I think I did well. All the stuffs that I studied,it came out. For thermofluids, I made 2 major mistakes which will cost me dearly. For math, I did what I could. I left out 22/80 marks as I did not know how to do. So that is how my common test. Should be able to pass I guess. Heh. =P

So after the common test,you guys must be expected to be stress free right? For me no. I got this MFD assignment which I need to hand in by Monday. I should have completed it during my 2 weeks break. Look at what I have put myself into. Unnecessary stress. Haiz. And 1 more thing,on Monday I got a class test. Its on Quality process management. And shit!! The report is not done yet. FML!!! -__-"

2010-06-29T00:26:00.002+08:00

If I never study for my exams, who will fail? ME.

If I never go to school,whose attendance is affected? MINE.

If I never pray 5 times a day,who will bear the sins? ME.

If I smoke ciggarettes,who will die faster? ME.

If I take drugs,whose body will be spoilt? ME.

If I drink alcohol,who will bear the sins? ME.

If I eat non-halal food,who will bear the sins? ME.

If I go club,who will bear the sins? ME.

So what is my point? Let me tell you people especially to those who keeps criticising me on the bad things that I do or used to do. Its my fucking life and I'm the one who runs it. Let me choose the path that I wanna take, things that I wanna do and what I wanna say. Get this point straight. ITS MY LIFE!! Sheesh!! Get a life!

2010-06-24T19:08:00.002+08:00

This is the coolest song for 2010 so far, in my opinion that is. Haha. It is from My Darkest Days. The title of the song is really cool and interesting. It's title is Porn Star Dancing. YEAH. I know. Fucking awesome title huh. Wait till you guys see the music video below. HAHAHA! I am a very bad boy. =D

ps: I think I am getting skinny. :/

2010-06-21T01:54:00.003+08:00

So the 1st week of holidays has passed. I'm still left with a lot of stuff that I need to do. My MFD assignment is untouched and it is due the week after common test!! When am I going to work on it I myself am not sure. And I still have 2 reports to be done. Thermofluid and QPM. So this is NYP's meaning of term break. Endless reports plus studying for common test. Now tell me again, why am I in this school or tell me exactly. WHY AM I IN THIS COURSE??

Well, what am I suppose to do. Just got to go with the flow of things. So this week,time to study for common test. Gonna study MFD followed by Thermofluid and Math. MFD is the easiest of the lot. So it makes sense to study it first. Will take a shorter time. Math and thermofluid will take plenty of time to practise it. So Aizan, this week no going out. Unless out to study. Which I will probably do since I can't study at home. Likelyhood, I'm gonna study in school. Study from morning till petang(I dunno the english word for 'petang' heh). Then gonna chill with my buddies at night. Sounds good huh? Haha.

OK. That's it for now. I wanna study for my FTT(final theory test) which is later on. And I have not quite study for it yet! OMG!! Haha. Hopefully I will pass it. If I do,then good. Can proceed with my practical. Aim to get my driving license by end of the year so that next year can take my bike license. MUAHAHAHA!! K go!

2010-06-18T02:02:00.007+08:00

Watch She's Out Of My League with Syaiful, Leen and Haziqah today. I was late(as usual) but this time, I was late for an hour. Meeting time was at 230pm,I reached at 330pm. Heh. Lukcy the movie was at 450pm. Ate our lunch before watching the show. The show is hilarious. Damn hilarious. It's kinda good for those with low self-esteem. This show might pull up your confidence. After the movie, Haziqah has to go and meet her friends.

The rest were stuck until Rudy called me. He invited me for a karaoke session. Since I have not been karaoke-ing for a while, it was a good idea. Haha. Leen and Syaiful joined in as they had no plans. Leen was excited in seeing Zul. She wanted to duet with him. HAHAHA. You should have seen Zul's face. He was blushing when me and Rudy disturbed him about Leen. HAHA! Karaoked for 3 hours I think. My voice was literally gone after the session. Haha. I sang quite a number of songs. Solo and duet. Heh. And singing poker face is damn hard. Its quite fast and I feel awkward. Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne is an awkward song too. Heh. We should do this again one day. Below are the pictures we took at Cash Studio Karaoke. Enjoy. K go!! Watching movie with baby later. Heeeeee~~~~~~~ =)

2010-06-16T00:47:00.002+08:00

me : knock knock!

gf : Who's there?

me : Bon.

gf : Bon who?

me : BONCET!! HAHAHA.

Her face was shocked when I said this. Priceless. HAHA! Then she started to pinch me all over. Her trademark. Why boncet you might ask. Her stomach is very fatty. I like. HAHA!! And I just realised that she always say the wrong things at the wrong time. These kinda things makes me love her more. Heee!!

So its already the 3rd day of holidays. Got to make use of the 1st week to enjoy myself as the 2nd week of holiday I plan to use it for revision for common test. I don't wanna a repeat of my 1st sem common test. I failed 2 modules badly. So no more repeating of history here. Plus,there is an incentive for me. If I pass my common test, I will get an Ipod Touch from whoelse but my beloved gf. Heeeeeeeeeeee!! I'm so gonna work hard for this.

I want Space Cowboy's hair. Its so cool!! Haha. I heard he's song from Leen's blog and I must say, the song is playing in my head non-stop. It's quite nice. Something like Lady Gaga but a man version. HAHA. And the girl in the video is so hot. Chelsea if I'm not wrong. Heh. K thats it for now. Enjoy the video below. GO!!

2010-06-07T01:30:00.002+08:00

I might have broken the trust that is needed for you to trust me. The trust that took you 8 months to built in this relationship. 8 months of trust broken by a few minutes of stupidity. I'm sorry that I broke the promised I made to you. I let you down. Heck, I even let myself down. The moment this relationship start,I promised to myself that I wanna be the 1st Aizan in your life. Not the 2nd 'him'. After what happened, I was afraid that you might leave me. I was very afraid. When I thought of it,my heart cringe. I don't wanna lose you now. I don't wanna lose you ever.

To be honest,that's the only time I cried so hard for a girl. The 1st girl that I truly cried for. The tears that I've dropped really means a lot. I really love you. I know I might not show it but deep inside,I really do. I'm glad that you have given me a 2nd chance to redeem myself. I will grab it and regain your trust no matter what. Because girl, you made my heart beats faster when I see you every time we meet. I love you Nur Idayu Binte Salehudien. I really do. =)

2010-06-02T20:43:00.002+08:00

Things I Wanna Do During the Term Break

Study for Math.
Study for Thermofluids.
Study for Mechanical & Fixture Design(MFD).
Complete assignment for MFD.
Play soccer at Fico Sports Hub with friends.
Go on a date with my girlfriend.
Hang out with my bros.
Meet the NYP Raya Gang(if the outing is confirm).
Meet Herleen.
Party maybe? Heh. =P

Hopefully I can do all these during the term break. 2 weeks is a short period of time. Really short. Really really short. After the term break got common test which I'm really afraid of. My math and thermofluid are horrible. Pathetic. Careless. Got to work hard for those 2. Hopefully I can improve. K. Go!!

2010-05-31T22:45:00.002+08:00

So just now during Mechanical Design Fixture, my lecturer told me that the assignment dateline has been pushed to the week after common test. Yeehaa!! But thanks for making me stress for no reason the other day. Tak handsome sia aku kalau aku stress! Haha! So now I can breathe a little bit easier for the assignment. Phew! Oh! I got a 'C' for my quality control test last 2 weeks. 67/100. If only she could push it to 70 then I will have a 'B'. If this was in secondary school, a 67 will get you a 'B'. Why must they increase the range of the marks. Tsk.

I was in the kitchen after I had my dinner. I reminisce a cartoon where its tongue was stuck to the ice cube. I thought it was fake uh so I decided to try it for myself. I opened the freezer, stick my tongue out to the ice cubes in the rack. At 1st I thought it was ok. Didnt stick. Then after I wanna remove my tongue,it got stuck. I panicked and asked for help from my brothers. After putting some water on the ice, my tongue was free!! It was painful you know. Haha. That readers, was a moment of STUPIDITY from me. HAHAH!!

I used to be a fan of wrestling. Yeah I know. Its fake and stuff but I found it interesting. Nowadays, I just go to their website to keep myself updated about the wrestling scene. And there's one diva that catches my eyes. Its Kelly Kelly!! HAHA!! She's all pretty and sexy but she can't wrestle. She's only 23. So young. Haha. How I wish she was mine. Sadly,a wish that won't never be true. A slap hard back to reality for me.

Kelly Kelly =P

But there's one girl that is not a dream to me. In fact she's real. The one that I don't need to wish to be with. It's my girlfriend. Who else can it be? Haha. Even though she's not sexy and stuff, she is in my eyes. She makes me happy when I'm out with her. Her fats is the most softest fats I have ever touched. HAHA! I love you dear girlfriend =). Don;t you guys love her?? Eh wait! I;m the only one who can loved her unless you are her family,relatives or someone dear to her. HAHA! Sorry,I'm a bit selfish when it comes to these kinda parts. Heh. =P

I love you. =)

And I love us!

Why do Ms Joscelyn Chan call me 'handsome' every time she sees me? She said it to me just now. And the other day she saw me after a long time. And she said ''You cut hair is it? Still handsome. =D". Hahaha. She and her never ending "Aizan,you're handsome!". HAHA!!

Before I go, I got something on my mind. : "Why must Dbl O be over 20? Damn!!"

Heh. =P

2010-05-28T23:17:00.003+08:00

I just realised that I have 3 assignments that need to be done and hand in by week 8 of school. Mechanical & Fixture design(MFD), Math(Yes, MATH!) and French. For MFD, I need to design a 3D model that includes a gear system and everything. To do that,I need the software which only can be found in school. So that basically hampered my project. It slowed me down. So I got the software recently but it's a major headache to install it. Haiz. For Math,I need to do some programming using 'Mathematica' but luckily, its a group project. For French, I need to write an essay on the place I lived in and whether I liked it or not. Plus I need to give directions on how to go from one place to another. Super hard.

The other day,I was at Yishun Central. I walked past this pet shop and I took a peek inside. I saw this puppy ins a cage. It was alone by himself. It looked sad. He was shivering as he was under the aircon. My heart cringed when I saw that. I felt like buying him on the spot. Haha. But I have dog-phobia and I can't keep dogs as it's against the religion. Haiz.

So last night went to St James to release my stress due to school stuffs. Haha. Me and Zul. We had 3 plans for last night. Plan A -Go St James. Plan B - Go Zirca. Plan C - Watch Prince of Persia. If we cant get past plan A,we go to Plan B and if all fails,we go to plan C. Why we have a lot of plans? Its because we we afraid that we might get rejected at both Zirca and St James. Heard they don't like having malay's there. But we got in. YEAH!! Haha. And and actually me and Zul don't know how to get there. Heh. So asked for help from Aisya. And we got in for free. Students enter for free. Haha. Partied till 5 am. Due to that,I spent this vesak day at home. Slept from 8-1. Then continue from 130-530. A whopping 7 hours.

Before I go,below is a video of Danish beating up my other brother, Miol. Apparently because of Miol asking Danish to get out of the room. Haha. K enjoy!! =)

2010-05-23T23:21:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I had some dream. I dreamt that I had sex with one girl. Not once but twice. I can still remember how she looked like. She was fair, pretty and sexy. And she was a Malay too. HAHA. We did it in a bus then did it again at a house. It felt real. And I think I had a girlfriend when I did it. I remembered in the dream that I told her that tomorrow I'm seeing my girlfriend. What a bad boyfriend I am huh? Haha. But nah. It won't happened. I am a good boyfriend you see. I won't do such things behind my girlfriend. Heh. =)

Dreams aside, I got a Math test coming up and I have not revised yet. I know I know that I'm taking a risk here but let me explain my situation. Yesterday was supposed to study but then when I woke up in the morning, I felt sleepy. So in the afternoon I slept. Slept till 6pm. Gone was my plan to go gym with Zul. So when I woke up,tried to study but somehow I can't seem to concentrate. So after staring at the mat book for 15 minutes, I called Zul and we lepak for the whole saturday night. Heh.

So sunday I can study right you guys might say? WRONG!! Planned to go the gym in the morning but me and Zul woke up late. We met at 1030 and worked out till 1145. Went to eat some desert and popiah before heading home. Reached home at 2,slept till 3. But I need to go out on a date with Ayu so my sunday is totally wasted. Heh.

Now I seriously dunno what to do with my hair. Heh. I am in a dilemma. Should I use Gatsby Wax or should I use the wet gel? Hmm. Both makes my hair look nice and natural but wax makes it look thick while gel makes it look thinner. And I am still undecided whether should I keep short or long hair. Haha. See, even hair can makes me feel stress out. HAHA.

K thats it for now. GO!!

2010-05-16T13:21:00.002+08:00

So yesterday was a night out with the guys. Must say, it's been a while since we went out. Was supposed to meet at 530pm but I somehow woke up around that time. Told them to meet at 6. I met them at yishun mrt around 630? Heh. Paiseh bros. Especially to yan. He waited since 530 at khatib mrt. Since it was a last minute plan, we had no idea where to go. So came up the idea SHISHA. A good idea considering I just recovered from sore throat. But, who gives a damn! Haha!

So reached Bugis, Zul wanted crispy noodle. I thought Tong Seng got sell some uh. But I was wrong. Haha. So he has to improvise thanks to me. In the end, all of us ate some noodle thingy. While eating, Rasheed accused me of checking out a nyonya's butt. Like huh? I told him the nyonya has a cigarette box at her back pocket. He didnt believed and he asked me how I know the nyonya is wearing a g-string. -__-". Haha. It sure was chaotic at tong seng.

Then proceeded to Bugis street to look around before going for shisha. Went to the usual place. Ordered strawberry vanilla under recommendation from Abg Bo. Man, it was strong one. Everyone was coughing after taking a puff. Even Zaf, the strongest one. Talked crap the whole hour there. Below are the pictures taken yesterday.

This picture makes me laugh like crazy!! Haha. Zafri wanted to take a picture of himself when suddenly he started coughing. He accidentally click the button and VOILA, this picture was created. Certainly, the picture among all the pictures. What a night it was. =)

2010-05-15T00:40:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the late update for this blog. Have been busy with school, friends and girlfriend. Heh. Last Saturday was Zul's birthday pit. Pictures are all at Facebook. Lazy wanna upload them now. Mind my laziness aite. Then the following days have been busy with school and stuffs. Reports reports tutorials tutorials. All because of this, I have fallen sick. Not enough rest = getting sick. I have flu, fever and cough at the same time. The rest is getting better except for cough. Its a dry cough. I always hated it. It caused me to miss 2 days of school. Thursday and Friday. Missed 1 lecture, 1 tutorial and one 4 hr practical. Sure got a lot of catching up to do.

School aside, I wanna shop!! I need shoes, bag and clothes!! One of my shoes are on the verge of tearing, my wardrobe has not been updated for some time now and my school bag is tearing part by part. Haiz. I have the money but I need it to pay stuffs. Pay bills, use it for my allowance. I'm not sure whether to start my car practical now. If I start now, I might be broke before 1 month is up. Talking about money is stressful. Haha.

To release my stress, I played this game at facebook. It's called Nightclub City. HAHA!! Its a game where you manage your own club, Kinda cool. I just started yesterday and now I'm at level 12. Quite fast huh I leveled up. Its addictive people!! Haha. Below is a screenshot of the game. Heh. As you can see, its quite full. I'm good at this. HAHA. K people. Thats it for now. GTG. Take care readers, stay healthy. GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-03T22:43:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!! I'm so head over heels for this actress. I watched her from the movie "Death Race". Her name? Natalie Martinez. She is H-O-T i tell you guys. Pretty face,perfect body. Who doesn't go gaga over her?? Unless he's gay or something. Thats it for now. GO!!!!!!

Pretty face. I like.. ^_^

Look at that body!! FUH!!

2010-04-30T20:30:00.005+08:00

I cannot believed that my hair used to be long. I looked through at my old pictures at Facebook. I was surprised myself. HAHA! I will explain the timeline for each picture below.

1st semester of Poly(year 1)

Before Semester 2(year 1)

Ermm.. I forget when is this. Haha..

My current hair. =)

So which hair do is nicer? The long hair or short hair? I prefer my current hair but some said they prefer my longer hair. Now I'm starting to get confused. To keep my hair long or keep it short. Haha. Never mind. I will figure it out soon. K thats it for now. Byeebyee!!!

PS : Why do people keep saying I'm getting thinner?? *frowns*

PICS GALORE~~~~

2010-04-25T02:12:00.007+08:00

Some of the pictures that were taken last March and this April. K go! =)

2010-04-24T14:11:00.002+08:00

And so the 1st week of school has ended. Majority of my modules are boring. Engineering Math is getting harder. Thermofluids is draining my brain juices. Mechanical design & fixture has two parts. Theory wise and lab wise. Theory is super duper boring la. Lab is the same as autocad. So its quite easy. Quality process management is another horror module. For lecture,I need to be there by 8am. FREAKING 8 am!!! If I come later,she will count me as absent. The lab will be ok. Just measure some stuff. But must do lab reports. Haiz.

French is fun as usual but I miss my last sem's lecturer, KAREN. I got this dude name Terrence. He's ok but I prefer Karen. And for some reasons,I cant change my French name. I wanted to change it to Yohann but he insisted me to keep Romeo. I asked why. He said there's a Juliet in the class. -___-" But its ok. I'll just keep it. Hmm.. What modules do I have left. Oh ya. I got Microfabrication and Nanotechnology. I slept dring the 1st lecture. Haha. What else am I suppose to do. Its a bore. And for my workshop,I'm doing CNC milling. Its ok. For me. Haha. SO basically thats it for me in school for the rest of this semester.

I used to like this song. But I've forgotten about it. Its from Lostprophets entitled 4:am. Enjoy. BYE!!

"4 AM Forever"

Yesterday I lost my closest friend
Yesterday I wanted time to end
I wonder if my heart will ever mend
I just let you slip away

4 AM forever

Maybe I'll never see you smile again
Maybe you thought that it was all pretend;
All these words that I could never say
I just let them slip away

4 AM forever

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know
Hold a little tighter

4 AM forever

Maybe one day when I can move along
Maybe someday when you can hear this song
You won't let it slip away

4 AM forever

And I'd wish the sun would never come
It's 4 AM and you are gone
I hope you know you're letting go
It's 4 AM and I'm alone

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know
Hold a little tighter

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know
Hold a little tighter

4 AM forever...

2010-04-19T22:24:00.002+08:00

Today was the 1st day of school and I was late for 30 minutes. Haha. S Well,what am I suppose to do? Its just me. Always late. Heh. Oh ya. Sorry for not updating this blog. I was busy spending my last week of holidays. Haha. Spend it too well that I can't even update this blog. Haha.. K,back to school. School was ok la. Not tiring as I thought it will be. But monday still sucks. HAHA!!!

Today was my BTT which means BASIC THEORY TEST. I passed!!! YEAH ME!!! Haha. First time I take,I passed it. Unlike someone I know. Who took it 3 times before he passed. HAH!! So now I wanna book my FTT,get over it then apply for PDL and start with my driving. I wanna get license!! Who doesnt right? Haha..

I wanna karaoke!!!!!!!!!! Twice it has to be cancelled. Haiz. I was looking forward to it yesterday. But alas,canceled. SO MAKE SURE KAN, THIS WEEK JADI TAU KORANG.. KALAW TAK, HAMPA AKU NANTI. HAHAHA!

And if you guys did not know, Achik Spin has left us all. He died in an accident. Died on the spot due to injuries. Loved his songs. May allah mencucuri roh anda. Al-Fatihah.

K. Thats it for now. Below are the lyrics for the song IF I DIE TOMORROW BY MOTLEY CRUE. Nice song. Take a look and watch the video aite.. =) K go!!!

I wake up to find myself
After all these years
And where all the time has gone
Still seems so unclear
'Cause there's no one else
Since I found you
I know it's been so hard
You should know

If I die tomorrow
As the minutes fade away
I can't remember
Have I said all I can say?
You're my everything
You make me feel so alive
If I die tomorrow

It brings out the worst in me
When you're not around
I miss the sound of your voice
The silence seems so loud
'Cause there's no one else
Since I found you
I know it's been so hard
You should know

If I die tomorrow
As the minutes fade away
I can't remember
Have I said all I can say?
You're my everything
You make me feel so alive
If I die tomorrow

I spent all my life
Looking for our innocence
I've got nothing to lose
One thing to prove
I won't make the same mistakes
Now I know
That everything will be ok
When I die tomorrow

If I die tomorrow
As the minutes fade away
I can't remember
Have I said all I can say?
You're my everything
You make me feel so alive
If I die tomorrow
You make me feel so alive
If I die tomorrow
If I die tomorrow

2010-04-10T00:11:00.002+08:00

I saw this poster at The cage @ Kallang. It caught my eye. Haha. Seriously,its super funny and cheeky. I like. HAHA. Pay attention to the things in the red box. =D

That day, I dunno why I was talking about marriage with my mum. I kinda forget who started it. We talked about the dowry money,the cost of the ceremony,the price of the wedding clothes. It kinda freaked me out after knowing how much the total cost will be. Pity me. Pity all those groom. Well, da sayang kn. Terpakse la.. Hahaha!

Well, I got my timetable. I hate Mondays from Semester 1 onwards. How could they? Like seriously. 1st day of school for the week and I got some serious stuyding to do. 10 am till 830 pm? Oh come on!! Talked about monday blues. I sure got one. Thats the only blemish for the new timetable. Tuesday is 1-5. Wednesday 8-3. Thursday 8-12 with 1 hour break. Friday 1-5. Overall acceptable uh except for monday. Nb Cb.

Lately,I've beem vomiting. The other day I vomitted out coke. Yesterday,murtabak. Worst still,I vomitted murtabak at the shisha place. Lucky never barf at the carpet. It will be hard to wash. That was one of my embarassing moments. I saw some onions from the murtabak while cleaning the mess up. Haiz. Hopefully there's nothing wrong with my stomach whatsoever.

K people. I wanna sleep now. GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-05T22:34:00.003+08:00

Finally I watched 'CLASH OF THE TITANS'!! Watched it who who else but Ayu. It was a nice movie. Love the characters. But I wasted $4 watching it in 3D. Should have watched it in 2D. The only 3D about the movie was the subtitles. Like wtf. Nevermind. It's a lesson to be learnt. So back to the movie, I will give it 7/10. Heh.

Lately, I have an interest in Greek mythology. It's interesting to me. They have a lot of Gods, demigods and stuffs. It started when I watched "Percy Jackson and the Lightning thief". Heh. If I were to have powers and stuff, I would like to have the power of fire plus I wanna have wings so I can fly around. Wait. Maybe the fire stuff I don't want. Hmm. I'll think of something. Haha.

I got some comments from people. They said I look thinner. I have been thin all my life. Haha. And I have not been eating while these past few days. I only ate once a week. Not sure why. Anyone who knows tell me k? Haha. One more thing. I hate it when I'm being accused. Who doesn't. And who won't get mad right? Haiz. Never mind. Before I start schooling in 2 weeks time, I wanna party for the last time!! Any takers? Haha. I might be going this week with my brothers. Hopefully it goes to plan.

K. Thats all now. I wanna watched a movie I just downloaded. Thanks to Azwan, I know how to download movies. YEAY!! Haha. Byeebye!! =)

2010-04-04T00:47:00.003+08:00

First of all, I would like to say thank you to the person pictured below for changing my blogskin again. She always change my blogskin for me. So you guys wanna know who is she? It's none other than (drum roll please)..

ITS HERLEEN TAHIR!!! HAHAHA.. She wanted me to post this for her. So amek kaw leen. Name kaw aku besar kan lagi. Bold plak tu. Plus ade gambar kaw. Haha. Amacam? Puas hati tak Leen? Hahaha.. Speaking of her, I watched a movie with her the ohter day. We watched "How to train you dragon" in 3D. The movie was cute and funny. Loved it. And I was earlier then her on the day. YEAH ME! Haha. After movie went to Bugis,meet Ayu and Atiqah. Thanks to my great idea, we went Shisha. And Leen was so going gagaga over the 'Abang Charcoal'. Haha. Laen kali mintak number la Leen. Heh. And ya,it was my first time meeting her since I donated my blood at Ngee Ann Poly. Sayang you many many bestie. =D

K. Thats it for now. And Man Utd lost just now. Damn you chelsea. The 2nd goal was an offside. Drogba was offside. Sheesh. But its ok. We will try to win our remaining games and hope you drop some points. Haha. Thats all folks. Byeebye!!! =)

2010-04-02T19:10:00.002+08:00

Until the day I die

I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die

I'll spill my heart for you

As years go by

I race the clock with you

But if you died right now

You know that I'd die too

I'd die too

You remind me of the times

When I knew who I was (I was)

But still the second hand will catch us

Like it always does

We'll make the same mistakes

I'll take the fall for you

I hope you need this now

Cause I know I still do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue?

Until blood soaks my shirt

We'll never fall apart

Tell me why this hurts so much

My hands are at your throat

And I think I hate you

But still we'll say, "remember when"

Just like we always do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you

Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!

Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!!

My hands are at your throat

And I think I hate you

We made the same mistakes

Mistakes like friends do

My hands are at your throat

And I think I hate you

We made the same mistakes

Made the same mistakes

Until the day I die

I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)

Until the day I die!!!

2010-04-01T03:34:00.002+08:00

Sorry if my words have been harsh. As I said,the anger inside me took the better of me. So I wanna clear things up. Sorry for the names I called and anything I said that may affect any relationship. When you're angry,you said things without thinking. I'm one of them. I have no intention what so ever to ruin anything. Things happen when you're emotionally high be it anger or sadness.

I will let it go now. No use for it. Damages has been done. I won't make it an issue. But I will remember. It will never be the same again. If some of you are not satisfied,well I don't know what to say. You wanna bring in physical contact into this? Oh please. And one more thing,don't find Ayu if you're still wanna settle on some score. Find me. We can talk.

And dear, after all that has happened the past few days, I can't bear to leave you. Seeing how things are like between you and your friends. I know how you're feeling. How your state of mind is. I won't be leaving you easily. I won't. Take my word. And most of all. I love you. =)

2010-03-31T04:13:00.004+08:00

You talked behind my back. I talked about this online and flame you guys, you're not satisfied. Oh please. Let it go? I wont. Until I get an apology. How funny. You have my number, but when you found out about the post, you started calling Ayu. Why not me? Why tagged my blog with all your reasons? What's the matter? Scared? You guys called Ayu and she have to apologized to you guys. So now you're feeling satisfied? I bet you are. That's what you want isn't it. First impression is bad? Mine? So be it. Who are you am I to impress in the first place. You're just some random girl in the streets.

I won't be making a huge fuss over this matter. But I wont let it go. I don't understand you people. I really don't. You hate my character? Hate my personality? So be it. I won't be touching on your behaviour. It will just make things worse. There's nothing to talked about in the 1st place. All loads of shits. Sensitive? I don't think so. If I talked about you behind your back would you like that? Would you like it if I say I tell my friends how cheap you are? How you look like Macam minah. I can say one more thing but it's way too personal. It will humiliate you. Trust me. And you also said I'm typical? At least I clubbed and used to drink,my partner know. You hid it from your boyfriend. Tak typical ke tu?

I know these might hurts you guys. But think back uh,if I talk to people about you like this,would you like it? Of course not. Haiz. I dunno la what to say anymore. Just don't leave Ayu. She needs you. I don't even care if I don't meet you again. There's no loss for me. Heck,maybe I wasted my time when I'm with you guys. If you're still not satisfied with me,find me. Don't find Ayu. You're treating her like a dog. You got my number. There's no need to tag my blog. You're like a coward. If you all doesn't know, Singapore is small. Its easy to find me. And you know where I live too. So yeah. Beat it.

And one more thing. Just because of this you wanna end your 7 year friendship with Ayu. If you could just think and act like maturely,it would be a fucking waste for you to end it. All those times you had with her. Be it good or bad. I don't mind if you don't wanna have anything to do with me. I'm totally with it but not with Ayu. It will be a huge loss for her. You know how weak she is without her loved ones. This includes her friends and family. I can't bear to see her suffering. So please. I'm pleading you not to leave Ayu. It might be a bad idea. So think it over. Talked to her. Like I said,I don't even care if you don't wanna have any friendship with me. Heck, I bet u too. Even after all this. So once again. Please don't end your friendship with Ayu.

2010-03-29T02:48:00.002+08:00

So I've heard things about me. I seriously don't know what's wrong with you people. First you said I will take good care of your friend. Now you guys are like criticizing me. All because of I can't seem to blend in with you guys and your cliques? Like what the fuck. How many times have I meet all of you. Just a few. I am not the type of person who can click with everyone in one meeting. I need a few to get used to you guys. But after hearing what I didn't expect, maybe there is no next time.

One of you like seriously have no life. Every time I meet you, you always talked about your relationship problems. Every single bloody time. Don't you have something else to say?? Sheesh. And you, the so called sister, are you having doubts on me taking care of your adek?? Oh please. We may had our fights but we don't break and patch the next time round. When we have our problems,we take time to solve it. Go one step ahead. Unlike you and your 'perfect' boyfriend. I think she deserves a better sister than you.

I think I will stop here. Let them talk all they want about me. It's their life. Let it be. So my dear Ayu, let them talk all they want. Just don't get it in your head. Everything they talked about me. You know me better than those son and daughters of asses. Fooh!!! I feel much much better now. Now FUCK yourselves asses'children!!

K GO!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-25T03:03:00.002+08:00

As you all know.. Some post back I stated that I found a job at nigth safari.. As a retail person in the souvenir shop.. Now,I'm officially jobless.. Hahaha.. Wanna know why?? I ran from the job while on duty!! Haha.. Amazing right? So this is how I did it.. I called the plot "Night Safari Break"..

So I started work at 6pm. Then they asked me to have my dinner. So after dinner they told me to go down to the safari shop. They never give me any instruction or anything. So I proceeded there. Work like a few hours. I felt like a lost sheep as well. So I planned an escape. I planned the whole thing in a few hours. So this is how I escaped. At 2050 hours, I sneaked out of the shop. Proceed to the safari base,unlocked the locker,took my bag and wanted to leave. But there is one problem. There was some seniors outside the lockers resting. So i thought if I walked past them,they will asked where I am going right? So I went to the back,saw this window,opened it and climbed out the window. They walked through a wet cement as they were some construction going on and ran to the bus stop.

So that was how I did it. And the funny thing is right, they took around 50 minutes to realise that I was gone. That shows that they don't even like bother that I was there for training. Or I'm just too good doing this escaping stuff.. HAHA!! I guess I wont be looking for a job this time round. Its a bit too late. In 24 days time school's gonna be starting. Mark the date. 19 April 2010. Year 2 begins!!!

'Show me how to lie

You're getting better all the time

And turning all against the one

Is an art that's hard to teach'

Yeah! I think the phrased above suits me well. Haha.. K GO!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-23T12:06:00.003+08:00

So the result has been released..

All I know I did better than sem 1..

I expect math to get D I got a C..

Below are my grades..

I studied for it..

But for most of the lectures, I was dozing off..

Lat minute study..

What to do..

Haha..

K..

Here I come year 2 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-23T02:09:00.002+08:00

"The Bleeding"

I remember when all the games began

Remember every little lie and every last goodbye

Promises you broke, words you choked on

and I never walked away,

it's still a mystery to me

Well I'm so empty

I'm better off without you and you're better off without me

Well you're so unclean

I'm better off without you and you're better off without me

The lying, the bleeding, the screaming

Was tearing me apart

The hatred (deceiving), the beatings; it's over

Paint the mirrors black to forget you

I still picture your face and the way you used to taste

Roses in a glass, dead and wilted

To you this all was nothing

Everything to you is nothing

Well you're so filthy

I'm better off without you and you're better off without me

Well I'm so ugly

You're better off without me and I'm better off alone

The lying, the bleeding, the screaming

Was tearing me apart

The hatred, the beatings (disaster); it's over

As wicked as you are, you're beautiful to me

You're the darkest burning star, you're my perfect disease

The lying, the bleeding, the screaming

Was tearing me apart

The hatred, the beatings; it's over

Disaster

The lying, the bleeding, the screaming

Was tearing me apart

The hatred, the beatings; it's over

Disaster

It's over now...

2010-03-21T03:25:00.003+08:00

I'm like a puppy. I get quiet when I'm scolded. I don't know if you noticed that but ya, I'll get quiet when I do get a scolding. Be it a long or short scolding. It's just me. That's who I am. You might think you know me but you're wrong. What you've known about me is just the tip of the iceberg. I'm not the kind of person who likes to share or let it all out. I just keep it to myself. The only way I forget about things is when I'm laughing with my bros. So keep a look out aite.

I like to act as if I'm tired when I'm not. Reason is simple : I am lazy to entertain those people around me. I've told you before. The instances where I pretend to sleep where in fact I'm not but listening to the conversation. I'm like practically forcing myself there. My body is there but my mind? It's wandering around. I forced myself there so as to please you. I don't wanna disappoint you or so.. Hope you get me..

And I know you have not been meeting your friends for quite some time. You can tell me that you wanna meet them even though you made a plan with me. I would understand your situation and I can leave you and your friends alone. It will be different if you went alone and if I followed you there. I feel awkward. At times, I felt like a lamp post. Hearing you and you friends talk about stuffs. It not wrong but when you guys are doing some catching up with each other, it will be better if I'm not around. If meeting your friends if we're hanging around is fine by me as we can talk about anything.

I talked to you about this earlier. I hope you understand me better now. Cause it felt better after letting it out to you. Sorry if I post this here. I need to. It felt good after letting it all out. Seriously. But no matter what I do or what I say, I love you. I really do. =)

K.. I think I better get out of this post now. Its not me. Heh. BYE!!!

Wait. Before I go. I would like to say I miss the old times me and my bros had!! All the stupid stuff we said and did. Playing catching with our pleghm, looking at girls out at town, Zul saying "FUH!! NI CONFIRM TEMBAM!!" , we looking at some indian girl's boobs in the train, getting screened by police together ,Rasheed wanna see Zul's cock that much , me showing off my below to them during my birthday party and much much more. We can laugh all the way through the day and night. Those were the times.. SUPER EPIC. LEGENDARY STUFF.. KING OF ALL KINGS.. CHAMPIONS OF CHAMPIONS.. I like!!! Haha..

2010-03-18T02:21:00.002+08:00

Going to work the day after you clubbed is a bad idea..

Really really BAD idea..

Its almost like a STOOPID idea..

I'm still feeling the tiredness..

Rested for a few hours before going to work..

5 hours to be exact..

Then at work need to stand for 4 hours straight..

It has taken its toll on me..

I need to take a rest the next few days..

If not,I think I will be in a zombie-like state..

Haha..

K..

GO!!!!!!!!

2010-03-14T23:44:00.006+08:00

On 13th march,went out for a double date..

Its me, Ayu, Fazlin and Matin..

We booked the movie tickets for a 3pm show..

I was late as usual..

And we left Yishun at 245pm..

Luckily Matin drove he's brother in law car..

Late for the movie by 15 minutes..

After that went to changi village to eat dinner before proceeding to Marina Barrage to chill..

After taking a few pictures there,we went to Resort world..

I went gambling while the rest take a view of the place..

K la..

Im joking..

I did not gamble..

Haha..

And oh,thanks dear for the Hershey's chocolate you bought for me..

Its halfway finished..

Haha..

K lah..

Thats it for now..

Below are some pictures we took yesterday..

Enjoy..

GO!!!!!!!!!!

Ps: Why do I keep dreaming my friends are taking drugs.. First was Aisya then Zul.. My dreams are super random la..

2010-03-12T01:28:00.001+08:00

Anywhere But Here lyrics

I held onto you for as long as I could but today

You fell away

Now what I hold are the memories we barely made

I stood on the edge of your bridge until I felt the rain

Wash me away

My confusion left me fast as the vertigo came

What I believed to be true it was only a dream

Believed in me

I just projected it over your beautiful screen

I self medicated my way through this mess that we made

So I could stay

There was nothing, but I waited

I waited

This was my mistake

Broken are plans we made

So I will be traveling any place

Cuz anywhere's better than

Here we rest in peace

Rubble beneath the feet

I shouldn't have followed you anywhere

Cuz anywhere's better than here

Where is the space I could move, where could I rest my head

There's nothing left for me here

It's hard to leave behind

The one thing that made me feel alive

So I slide

From paranoid to paradise

This was my mistake

Broken are plans we made

So I will be traveling any place

Cuz anywhere's better than here

This was my mistake

Broken are plans we made

Here we rest in peace

Rubble beneath the feet

I shouldn't have followed you anywhere

Cuz anywhere's better than here

2010-03-11T22:34:00.003+08:00

YEAY YEAY!!!

I found a job like finally..

Haha..

I got a job at night safari..

They pay is quite good..

$6/hr..

The working hours not bad too..

Got 3 shifts

6-1030pm , 6-1230am and 5-1230am..

Those who end work at 1230 have transportation to go back..

Aint that cool..

Haha..

And from what Farid told me, I gt the post as a retail person..

So I'm guessing I will be selling the souvenirs..

HAHA..

K..

I'm off..

GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-08T00:41:00.002+08:00

OMFG!!!

I'm not fit at ALL!!!!

I assumed I was..

Haiz..

I went jogging just now..

Tried to do my 2.4km run..

Guess what was my timing??

I clocked in at 20 minutes..

My best timing was 10:09 minutes..

Twice the time taken..

Where did all my stamina gone to???

Ayoyoyo...

But fret not..

I will struve to better the timing just now..

Slowly and surely I can be at my best again..

Other than my fitness,I have nothing to do yesterday and I watched some Avril Lavigne videos on youtube..

I came upon the video "My happy ending"..

It reminded me of a girl I used to like..

Then when she left me,I listened to the song and I cried..

Heh..

Pathetic eh..

Haiz..

But thats the past..

Now I got Ayu!!!

And I love her much..

GO!!!!!!!!

2010-03-03T18:28:00.003+08:00

Finally it's holiday!!!

Yeah!!

Haha..

Most of my paperc can be done..

My favourite was Manufacturing Technology..

The exam paper was the exact same thing like last year's paper..

Haha..

So spent my 1st day of holidays watching movie with my gf..

Watched The wolfman..

It's quite nice..

Spent my whole day with beloved gf..

=)..

K..

I dunno what to blog now..

Heh..

GO!!!!!!

My new haircut is pictured below..

my new haircut!!! =)

2010-02-23T22:08:00.007+08:00

I want a haircut..

But i dunno how should I cut it..

My mum asked me to cut like Aaron Aziz..

I was like -___-"..

Hmm..

I looked through the net and I found a few choices..

Now,which one??

Hmm..

Below are the choices I found..

I like the 2nd one..

And the 1st one..

So which one guys??

Choose for me..

2010-02-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

Skillet - Hero

I'm just a step away

I'm just a breath away

Losing my faith today

Falling off the edge today

I am just a man

Not superhuman

I'm not superhuman

Someone save me from the hate

It's just another war

Just another family torn

Falling from my faith today

Just a step from the edge

Just another day in the world we live

I need a hero to save me now

I need a hero, save me now

I need a hero to save my life

A hero will save me just in time

I've gotta fight today

To live another day

Speaking my mind today

My voice will be heard today

I've gotta make a stand

But I am just a man

I'm not superhuman

My voice will be heard today

It's just another war

Just another family torn

My voice will be heard today

It's just another kill

The countdown begins to destroy ourselves

I need a hero to save me now

I need a hero, save me now

I need a hero to save my life

A hero will save me just in time

I need a hero to save my life

I need a hero, just in time

Save me just in time

Who's gonna fight for what's right?

Who's gonna help us survive?

We're in the fight of our lives

And we're not ready to die

Who's gonna fight for the weak?

Who's gonna make 'em believe?

I've got a hero, I've got a hero

Living in me

I'm gonna fight for what's right

Today I'm speaking my mind

And if it kills me tonight

I will be ready to die

A hero's not afraid to give his life

A hero's gonna save me just in time

I need a hero to save me now

I need a hero, save me now

I need a hero to save my life

A hero will save me just in time

(I need a hero)

Who's gonna fight for what's right?

Who's gonna help us survive?

(I need a hero)

Who's gonna fight for the weak?

Who's gonna make 'em believe?

I've got a hero

I need a hero

A hero's gonna save me just in time

2010-02-21T14:10:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the 1st paper of my exams..

Math..

Haiz..

Im not fully prepared..

Im afraid it will affect my performance tomorrow..

Well..

Im gonna study hard today..

I vow to that..

Hmm..

Lately,I have been watching wrestling..

I dunno why but it seems to me that the past wrestling is better than this current one..

K..

I wanna study now..

Wait,Im addicted to this song..

"In my head" by jason derulo..

Its really in my head now..

Hahaha..

Its really that bad till I changed my new blogsong..

You guessed it..

Its "in my head"..

Hahaha..

GO!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-15T21:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was Futsal with Leen and her family..

I was shocked as there was a lot of people..

She didnt tell me this many people would be there..

At first I was shy uh but as time goes by,I was ok with everyone..

Played for like 3 hours..

By the last game,I pulled my groin and I strained it..

BEST gilerh..

-___-"..

Below are some picture of me caught in the thick of actions..

Check it out..

GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-14T23:57:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was another quality time spent with my beloved gf..

We went to west coast park..

Had a picnic..

I cooked for her spaghetti..

Its been a while since I cooked something you know..

Haha..

Then chilled there till we see the sunset..

She wanted to see it so much..

It was a nice view..

We get to see it clearly..

It was B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L..

After the sun has set,we packed off and went home..

A perfect ending for a perfect day..

I love you Baby..

2010-02-12T10:37:00.002+08:00

'Sometimes you feel tired

Feel weak

And when you feel weak

You feel like you just wanna give up

But you got to search within you

You got to find that inner strength

And just pull that shit out of you

And get that motivation to not give up

And not be a quitter

No matter how bad you wanna fall flat on your face and collapse'

This phrases is from a song actually..

It motivates me to study..

So hopefully it might motivate you guys out there to start studying and never give up..

GO!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-09T18:07:00.002+08:00

I found this two songs nice..

And the lyrics are quite meaningful too..

So here it is..

Both songs are by ALL THAT REMAINS..

ENJOY.. =)

ALL THAT REMAINS - TWO WEEKS

and you neglected I called you out don't please

I said we're stronger than this now

you resurrected mistakes years past it seemed

and they exist to still haunt you

and still you feel like the loneliness

is better replaced by this

I don't believe it this way

and I can see the fear in your eyes

I've seen it materialize

Growing stronger each day

I could see it as you turned to stone

Still clearly I can hear you say

don't, please don't , give up on me

two weeks and you ran away

I remember don't lie to me

you couldn't see that it was not that way

swear I never gave up on you

I wanted nothing but for that trust again

and brick by brick you would take it

You feared of phantoms and none exist but you

you still saw fit to destroy it

and still you feel like the loneliness

is better replaced by this

I don't believe it this way

and I can see the fear in your eyes

I've seen it materialize

growing stronger each day

I could see it as you turned to stone

still clearly I can hear you say

don't ,please, don't give up on me

two weeks and you ran away

I remember don't lie to me

you couldn't see that it was not that way

swear I never gave up on you

and you neglected I called you out don't please

I said we're stronger than this now

You feared of phantoms and none exist but you

you still saw fit to destroy it

and I can see the fear in your eyes

I've seen it materialize

growing stronger each day

I could see it as you turned to stone

still clearly I can hear you say

don't, please, don't give up on me

two weeks you ran away

I could see it as you turned to stone

still clearly I can hear you say

don't, please, don't give up on me

two weeks and you ran away

I remember don't lie to me

you couldn't see that it was not that way

swear I never gave up on you

ALL THAT REMAINS - THIS CALLING

I secretly crave, crave that scent again

Still feel it pressing on me now

Now with the onset, my flesh is weakening

I steel my nerves for temptations at hand again

And I hear this calling

Still you don't seem so far at all

And I hear this calling out

No secret deception, for these would tear this down

I'll note the past, spare the pain (spare the pain)

Words match my deeds with brutal honesty

Never forget these choices were made by me

And I hear this calling

Still you don't seem so far at all

And I hear this calling

Still you don't seem so far at all

And I hear (and I hear) this calling out

Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me

Though I am fearful I will not prevent this tragedy

My strength's been tested, I wear the scars that prove

Still I believe that this calling will see me through

And I hear this calling

Still you don't seem so far at all (all)

And I hear this calling

Still you don't seem so far at all (all)

And I hear (and I hear) this calling out

My strength's been tested, I wear the scars that prove

Still I believe that this calling will see me through

Still I believe this calling will see me through, oh

2010-02-04T17:56:00.002+08:00

I dunno why me and my school mates were talking about sex..

Let me recalled how it got started..

Oh ya..

K..

I told them the prohibited things to do for a muslim during sexual intercourse..

We talked about it abit until I told them that muslim cant do doggy style..

ME : "Orang islam tkle maen doggy tau.. Aku dengar sebab kalaw nak maen kene tengok muke partner korang.." (Islamic people cant play doggy style. They need to face their partner if they wanna have sex)

ZUL : "Boleh maen doggy la.. Cume kalaw maen takle maen juboh.. Maen puki je.."(Can play doggy la.. But you cant anal her.. Only her pussy)

ME : "Aku tau takle maen juboh.. Nanti kubor tak terime.."(I know we cant anal a girl. The earth wont accept.)

ZUL : "Tu pasal.."( Thats why..)

ME : "Naseb kaw bilang aku boleh maen doggy sak.. Aku suke sak doggy style.. Best.."(Luckily you told me can play doggy.. I love doggy style.. Best)

ZUL : "Serious pe?? K ah.. Aku pon nk try uh doggy style.."(Seriously? K ah.. I wanna try doggy style too)

After ZUL said that, the rest of us laughed like crazy..

He said as if he wanna try that ASAP..

Oh ya..

Speaking of sex..

The actress in the sex video scandal on the newpaper acted on 'Anak Metropolitan'..

Her character was 'Shanaz"..

I searched it on the net..

How shocking and disgraceful..

Haiz..

K gtg now..

Eh wait..

I wanna let it out..

WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP SAYING I LOOK LIKE A MAT???!!!!!!

IS IT THE HAIR OR WHAT???!!!

DO I LOOK LIKE ONE SERIOUSLY???

GIVE ME AN ANSWERS READERS!!

2010-02-01T22:12:00.007+08:00

FINAL SCORE : MAN UTD 3 : 1 ARSENAL

What a performance by man utd..

They did well against an in form arsenal side..

Well done devils..

To all arsenal fans out there,you guys need to try harder to beat us..

And man utd are better than arsenal..

Get over it..

Haha..

Below are some pictures from last night's match..

Soccer aside, today I got two test in school..

One is french test and the other is autocadd test...

Both test is the final test for the module..

For french, I find the paper quite easy..

Can be done..

Although I did some questions anyhow..

Haha..

For autocadd though,its a different story..

I struggled a bit..

I didnt plan my time well..

Hence,I did not do some part of the question..

Especially the sectioning part..

And I did not draw the hidden lines for my side view..

Haiz..

There goes my oppurtunity to get A..

I will settle for B then..

Worst case scenario is a C..

Oh ya..

Something strange happened to me just now in school..

While doing my french test,my arms suddenly have this piercing feeling..

I look at it,then I saw a lot of scratch marks..

I did not hit anything with my arms..

I told my classmates and they said this "Pontianak scratched you"..

Then I told my parents and they said " Got satans following you"..

I was like huh??

Stop the crap can..

Haha..

K..

Gtg..

Chiow!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-28T22:39:00.003+08:00

Today met herleen..

Met her at clementi park as we have not met for a long time..

Haha..

Then proceed to west coast park..

Its been a while since I went there..

Last time I went there was with the FAT people..

OOPS..

I mean the TAF club people..

I was the instructor back then..

And that was in Sec 4..

Bring back memory..

Haiz..

I remembered when we played soccer with them fat kids..

I ran more than them..

How funny right..

Then I got slide by this fat kid..

I forget his name..

And it was a crunching tackle I tell you people..

Last time I was there,they were constructing something..

Now,the scaffoldings have been removed..

Hence,a nice scenery was created..

Should have taken pictures there..

Heh..

Played at the playground for a while..

I felt like a kid..

It felt good..

Gone was my stress there..

And and I saw squirrels..

Plenty of them..

If I could,I would capture them and keep them as pets..

Then I would train them to be obedient....

Haha..

Now imagine that..

A squirrel as your pet..

Cool huh..

Haha..

K..

I gtg..

GO!!!!!!!!!

PS:I wanna change my blogskin

This song is for you.. =)

Lyrics | The Veronicas lyrics - Untouched lyrics

2010-01-25T22:27:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating this blog for the whole week..

Been busy lately..

With reports and stuff..

The only free day I had was during the weekends..

Saturday went to party at wavehouse..

Not that happening uh..

Speaker was not that loud..

The good music last only for 1 hour..

So sunday was a date with who else but my gf..

Haha..

Watched a movie at cineleisure..

We watched legion..

It was a cool movie..

Especially when the Michael and Gabriel fought..

Their suits and wings just look cool..

How I wish I had those especially the wings..

Total awesome-ness!!!!!

Hahaha..

Did my french role play today..

I did well but forgot my line..

Just one part uh..

Somehow,I keep singing beyonce songs in class..

The "all the single ladies" song..

And I keep dancing to it..

Dont ask me why..

I myself am not sure why I did that..

Hahaha..

K..

GO!!!!!!!

MONSTER BOOBS!!!

2010-01-16T14:50:00.003+08:00

I found this video at youtube..

It was unbelievable..

Everyone was talking about it..

I found it cool so I post it at facebook..

As expected,people commented on it..

Below is the comments given..

Ayu Salehuddien likes this.

Aizan Rohmat

this is crazy!!

Yesterday at 14:49 ·

Ayu Salehuddien

tsktsktsk

Yesterday at 16:56 ·

Aizan Rohmat

suke eh u.. haha..

Today at 10:48 ·

Ayu Salehuddien

mesti uhh. im impressed! xD women are strong too okayyy!! hahaahaha

Today at 11:21 ·

Aizan Rohmat

yeke? tapi kalaw tetek kuatkn menyeram kn.. haha..

Today at 22:06 ·

Ayu Salehuddien

good uhhh. so guys wouldnt take advantage of it. :s idk what i nga mepek abt.

Today at 22:41 ·

Aizan Rohmat

haha.. kalaw tetek die kene kepale i,pecah sei i rase.. haha..

Today at 22:42 ·

Ayu Salehuddien

hahahs then best of luck dear (:

Today at 22:44 ·

Muhammad Kamarulizwan Bin Kelana

haha rabak perr smpi kepalerr pecah ! hhahaha : )

4 hours ago ·

Aizan Rohmat

sedangkn tetek die blh pecah kn watermelon.. ape lagi kepale aku.. haha..

55 minutes ago ·

Muhd Zulfadli

strong boobs...hahahaha...

35 minutes ago ·

Aizan Rohmat

haha.. giler sak tetek die.. maen cnfrm patah sak.. haha..

35 minutes ago ·

Muhd Zulfadli

die bagi 1 boobs slap tros mampos siol tu jantan. hahahaha....

21 minutes ago ·

Aizan Rohmat

haha.. a'ah sak.. kalaw aku isap tetek die,cnfrm aku mati.. lemas babe!!!! haha..

20 minutes ago ·

Muhd Zulfadli

monster boooobs...hahaha.....

14 minutes ago ·

Aizan Rohmat

haha.. yeah!!! non-fuckable monster boobs!!!

13 minutes ago ·

This is the video..

Enjoy..

Hahahaa..

2010-01-15T23:23:00.002+08:00

I was so ashamed when I saw this bangla wearing the same shirt as me..

Same colour somemore..

Its a black t-shirt with grey stripes..

But that bangla was a long sleeve shirt..

ARGH!!!!

I bought the t-shirt a few years back..

When I was in sec 5..

And he alighted at yishun..

People could have thought that we were a bangla gay couple..

Damn you bangla!!!!

DAMN!!!

2010-01-14T15:22:00.000+08:00

2010-01-11T16:18:00.004+08:00

SATURDAY:

Initial plan was to go to TP for their Jam & Hop but me and ayu could not be there on time..

So changed plan..

Went to Paris to watch a movie..

It was meant to be a date but somehow,Faz and Atiqah came in the picture..

No matter,as long as I had fun..

Haha..

We watched SHERLOCK HOLMES..

It was a nice show..

But was late for 5 minutes..

But nonetheless,it was quite exhilirating..

After the movie,slacked at cbtl with faz,atiqah,syuk and his friend..

Soon,send ayu home..

That is how I spent my saturday..

SUNDAY:

Woke up at 12..

Got to meet shahida and nina as they wanted to treat me movie and dinner..

Initial time to meet was 1.15pm..

But janji melayu kan..

We met 2 in the end..

Trained to amk hub tp catch avatar 3D but was sold out..

Trained back to woodlands..

Watched the normal avatar..

Was 20min late for the show..

One word to describe the show..

AWESOME!!!

One of the best movies I ever watched..

Feels like wanna watch the 3D one now..

Haha..

After movie,bused to yishun for dinner..
Ate at 18chefs..

My 1st time there..

The food was splendid..

Quite affordable as well..

The student meal was $6.40..

Comes with pasta,ice cream and a drink..

I swore I gained weight..

And we took some pictures there..

Will upload it soon..

So chilled for a while before we went our separate ways..

They went home while I met ayu..

Went down to punggol to meet her..

Passed her eaerpiece..

Eventhough we met like for one hour or so,I still like spending time with her..

=)..

So thanks NINA,SHAHIDA & BABY for making my sunday..

Love you guys or should I say girls many2..

Haha..

K..

Gtg..

GO!!!!!

2010-01-07T23:15:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating this blog for a few days..

Been busy with school..

Its just the 1st week of school and I'm super busy la..

Haiz..

Can die sia..

So I have gotten my results already..

Here it is..

*Drum roll*..

Autocadd - B

Mechanics - C

Materials - C

Manufacturing - D

Math - possibly D..

Not that amazing I must say..

But I'm grateful that I passed..

Gotta work harder to improve the grades..

Anyway,tomorrow I have no class..

But need to help out for the school's Open House..

A bit ok la..

I did it just now..

Just bring the students around the school..

Easy job..

Free cca point,bag and shirt..

Worth the time..

Hmm..

Tomorrow after Open House duty,need to rush home and get ready..

Need to be at pasir ris by 530pm..

Damn..

I hate to rush..

Makes me perspire and stuff..

But meeting baby nye pasal,I will try to rush..

Usually I will take my time..

I will try to be punctual tomorrow..

No promises k baby..

Haha..

K..

I wanna crash soon now..

GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-02T13:43:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!!

2010 is here..

May this year be better than last..

Haha..

So I end off 2009 the only way I know how..

To party!!!!!!!

Yeah..

I went to siloso beach party with ZUL,AFIAN,RAUF,ZAFRI and a friend of ZUL named WANI..

She also brought along her friend,FARAH..

We partied whole night long..

And there was plenty of hot chicks but they brought their bf along..

There was this girl..

She just wore a bra and g-string to the party..

And her bra slipped..

Ni confirm slut sia..

Just wanna get fucked..

I also saw this caucasian that was drunk..

She wore a dress,squat,lift up her dress.pulled her undies down.and peed in front of me..

Unexpected sia..

And some idiotic banglas tried to help her but in fact,they were cui-ing her..

Perangai sak bangla..

Haha..

Anyway,we danced in the foam pool and in the main arena..

Due to dancing the pool,I ended up with a flu at the end of the day..

But it was worth it..

Haha..

I must stress that I lost my fats as I dance alot..

And my abs are clear again..

Haha..

This makes sense..

Dancing = exercising..

Haha..

By the end of the party,everyone was freaking tired..

And in the train,everyone slept..

Haha..

I got a cut on my toes but its ok..

Its worth it..

Enjoyed myself that night..

Hahaha..

K..

Thats it..

GO!!!!!!!!!

L.E.G.A.L.

2009-12-29T17:08:00.004+08:00

Yes ah!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally I'm 18 and legal..

Haha..

Its a long wait..

A wait worth waiting for..

Hee..

So my day yesterday was filled with birthday wishes..

Through handphones and facebook..

I lost count on how many people wished me on both medias..

But thanks guys for wishing me..

My first half of the day was to accompany ZUL to buy ourselves the siloso beach party tickets..

Hell yeah!!

We're going there..

And if you are reading this AISYA,too bad..

You can watch the party videos at youtube and dance alone..

Haha..

After purchasing the tickets,I rushed back home to get ready..

Got a dinner date with baby..

She's bringing me out for dinner..

I didnt know what to expect but I'm just glad we went out together..

Met her at tampines and for the 1st time,I was punctual..

Haha...

Then proceeded to dhoby ghaut..

Walked around plaza sing before having our dinner..

I was shocked when she brought me to swensen's..

I didnt saw that coming..

Haha..

I had this breaded chicken,hazel daze sundae and root beer float..

For the 1st time in my life,I could not finish my ice cream..

I was too full after the main course..

And I swear that I gained a few kilos after that..

I lost my abs sia..

=(..

After dinner,went to boat quay to spend time with baby..

Even though we spend like a few hours together,I'm glad that I spend my birthday with baby..

Even though it was simple just like you said..

To me,it was sweet..

Just the thought that counts..

So thanks a lot baby for the treat last night and spending time with me..

I appreciate it much..

=)..

Below are some pictures we took last night..

GO!!!

I will always syg u baby.. =)

if I did not edit this pic,baby will look 5 months pregnant

Damn I look chubby.. =/

this pic was totaly uncalled for..

baby said i look like mat rep.. really meh??

FABULOUS 18TH BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

2009-12-26T16:25:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was an awesome day..

Celebrated my 18th birthday with my beloved friends and girlfriend at my place..

Honestly,this was actually a last minute thing..

Initial plan was to have a bbq pit but due to insufficient funds,we make it at my place..

The celebration was a success..

Out of 20+ peolpe invited,18 came..

Thank for coming guys..

For those who didnt attend,its ok..

I know you guys are busy and stuff but you guys do miss out on the food..

Haha..

By the end of the day,most of the food has finished..

Thanks again to the people in the pictures below for coming!!!

In most common birthday celebration,there is bound to be sabotage..

Well,in my celebration,there was no exception..

After cutting the cake,the brought me outside to start it..

They pushed me to one corner and then after a few minutes,it started..

They splashed water at me,threw cake and some disgusting stuff the combined together from the food in the house..

Gross..

And Rudy had the time to our oyster sauce down my pants..

Thanks alot Dy..

Hahaha..

When the sabo-ing is all over,I smell terrible..

Like vomit..

But once a year kena sabo ok la..

Haha..

Below are some pictures during the sabo process..

As you can see in the pictures above,my cake is super huge la sei..

Haha..

A 3kg cake..

Thanks for those who contribute money to buy it for me..

My 1st word when I saw the cake is "PUKIMAK"..

Haha..

Was so surprised by the size and the shape of it..

Didnt expect the cake to be a pink power ranger one..

Actually I like the white ranger but somehow baby got it all wrong..

I like the pink ranger ACTRESS,not the pink ranger itself..

Baby should ask me properly next time..

Haha..

But thanks for the cake baby and the rest..

Will have trouble finishing the cake..

Haha..

For every birthday celebrations,there is bound to be presents right?

Hahaha..

But I didnt expect any presents from my friends and those who are coming..

Their presence itself at the party is enough..

However,some kind souls brought me presents..

Im not naming anyone here but thanks guys for the presents..

I received a belt,a shirt,$15 starbucks voucher,a box of ciggs(which I gave my friends)and a scrapbook..

K this scrapbook was given by herleen bestie..

Its simple but so creative and memorable..

In the scrapbook,there is a lot of pictures of me..

Past and present..

The old me and the new me..

My short hair and my long hair..

(somehow,baby likes my hair short. dunno why)

Theres even pictures of me which I didnt know exists..

For example the picture of me and leen in the sea,with my hands spread wide..

And from what I know,she started doing my present since november..

A lot of time..

Thanks alot leen..

I will treasure the scrapbook dearly..

Up next,my birthday date with baby..

What will she have in mind for me??

Hmm..

Lets wait and see alright..

Haha..

K lah..

Thats it for now..

Thanks once again guys for the memorable day yesterday..

Love you guys..

And thanks mum for cooking the food..

2009-12-21T13:50:00.002+08:00

AND YEAH..

ONCE AGAIN,THE NYP FINANCIAL DEPARTMENT SCREWED ME AGAIN..

THEY DELAYED THE SCHOLARHIP MONEY..

HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO PAY MY BILLS..

THE BEST PART,NO MONEY FOR MY UPCOMING BBQ PIT..

WORST CASE SCENARIO,I MIGHT HAVE TO CANCEL IT..

SO FOR THE HOLIDAYS,I MIGHT NOT BE GOING OUT..

CANT ENJOY MYSELF..

HAIZ..

BABY IS ALSO BUSY WITH WORK..

SO LESS TIME TO SPEND WITH HER..

WHAT A WAY TO START THE HOLIDAYS HUH..

AND I BLAME MY SCHOOL FINANCIAL PEOPLE..

STUPID FINANCIAL DEPARTMENT!!!

2009-12-17T17:31:00.002+08:00

And finally my common test is over..

Here is the summary for my papers..

Math - Most of it can be done but 10min before the end,tragedy strikes.. My stomach got problem and my shit was at the end of my ass.. I wanted to go to the toilet but the teacher said this "If u wanna go toilet,u got to pass it up". There were a few blanks but I couldnt take it,so I hand it in..

Manufacturing - I read some questions wrongly and Im afraid it will cost me.. Most of the mcq I could not do as I didnt study that much.. But confident can pass..

Material Tech - Basically, mcq I copied from Shameer.. Not all but those that I dont know how to do.. For the long questions, I know how to do the 1st qn but the rest I explained using my own words.. Can pass but maybe I will get a D grade..

Mechanics - All questions I did except moments of inertia.. I forgot how to do that question..

Hahaha.. I think I can pass but Im scared of calculations mistake..

Overall, I must say my performance for this semester's common test is much much better than last semester.. Last semester I didnt know what to do.. I studied and hopefully, I can pass..

Now that tests are over and its now holiday,lets party till we drop..

Haha..

If ayu permits me in going one uh..

Speaking of ayu,I miss you..

3 days in KL and Im waiting for you..

I dunno what time you will be back but I will wait..

K..

Thats it for now..

GO!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-13T22:06:00.005+08:00

Past few days has been busy with revision for the upcoming common test..

Glad to say everything is being revised..

No laziness and stuff..

Haha..

Can go crazy you guys know studying non-stop for 1 whole week..

But I tool some breaks in between..

And what way to spend it other than with dearest Ayu..

=)..

So yesterday I relax with the guys..

We went shisha at haji lane..

At Zul's workplace..

It was a nice place to chill out..

Ate some food and drank this hot mint tea..

SODAP...

Hahaha..

After that went to clarke quay to chill..

It was a happening place to be..

A lot of people and the scenery there was not singapore at all..

I mean its as if I was overseas..

In europe or something..

Haha..

Seriously..

You guys got to go there to experience it yourselves..

K..

Thats it for now..

I wanna sleep early..

Tomorrow got math test..

GO!!!!!!!!

2009-12-08T22:30:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to ZAFRI's house to spend time with him..

He went for NS today..

So the guys basically plan to spend the evening with him before he goes in..

And we spent some quality time with him..

Gonna miss you bro once you are in..

Gonna miss your biol-ness and giler-ness..

Take care of yourself aite bro..

We are all gonna miss you..

Below are some pictures of last night..

And there is a video too..

One is our wishes to him

The other is a video of us giving him a good beating as suggested by his own father..

Haha..

K..

GO!!!!

2009-12-06T02:14:00.004+08:00

Look at the time now..

Its 2:14 AM..

I cant sleep as I was hungry..

So I ordered mcdonalds at 2 AM..

It will be here in 15 mins..

OH Boy..

Cant wait..

Wait a minute..

Someones at the door..

YESSAHH!!!

Its the mcrider..

Fast or what..

It came in like 15 minutes..

Haha..

Yeah!!!

Ordered the grill teppanyanki meal..

Upsized somemore..

With the shaker fires and medium coke light..

Haha..

K..

Wanna devour some good food..

GO!!!!

I'M LOVIN' IT!!!

2009-12-04T23:40:00.002+08:00

Again, I did not went for lecture today..

This time,it was manufacturing tech lecture..

Just cant seem to wake up on time..

I set my alarm at 630, I realised it at 640 and I switched it off..

The next thing I know,it is already 915am..

Haha..

Another lesson missed..

So that makes it like 9 lessons I skipped so far this term..

It includes lectures,tutorials and labs..

3 math lectures,2 autocadd lab sessions,1 mechanics tutorial,1manufacturing lecture,1 materials lecture and 1 math tutorial..

And I guess I'm like a 1 skipped lesson away from being issued a warning letter..

Haha..

But I can assure you guys that the list wont stop there..

It might continue..

Haha..

So today during machining,I surprisingly know what to do..

No uncertainty or stuff..

Its like suddenly I turned into a milling pro..

Haha..

And here is my plan for the weekends..

Saturday - finish up my french assignments and study..

Sunday - study..

Unbelievably, I'm studying this weekend..

Haha..

K..

Before I go..

Below are some random pics I took..

GO!!!!!!!!!

look at the tag around my belt

this is what the tag says

2009-12-01T21:44:00.002+08:00

I hate monday mornings..

Just cant seem to wake up on time..

Yesterday I didnt went fot math lecture again..

I overslept..

Haha..

This is like the 3rd time I didnt went for math lecture..

Bad am I..

Haha..

So today I fell asleep in mechanics lecture..

Dunno why..

But strangely,I ate alot today..

First,during mechanic break,I ate nasi lemak..

Then for lunch,I ate a waffle and drank this large coke from macdonalds..

Once school ended,bought a double cheeseburger..

Reached yishun,bought some ice cream..

Haha..

Ate somemore at home..

At this rate,I might just end up being fat..

But keyword : MIGHT..

Hahah..

I cant seem to get fat..

Dunno why..

Haha..

2 more weeks before common test..

I hate studying...

Especially the need to memorise stuff..

This refers to Manufacturing tech and materials tech..

The 2 most boresome subject..

Haha..

I didnt know that engineering is boring when it comes to the theory stuff..

Haiz..

And tomorrow theres a test.

I studied so hopefully I pass..

Hahah..

K..

GO!!!

2009-11-29T20:26:00.003+08:00

Just three words..

SLEEPY , TIRED , SICK..

Sleepy and tired due to lack of sleep..

And sick due to lack of rest..

And I must mentioned that I just recovered from flu a few days back..

What luck..

I need my remedy..

Ayu baby, come cure me..

Hee~~~~

K..

I wanna have my beauty sleep now..

GO!!!

SLEEPY

TIRED

SICK

2009-11-27T22:13:00.002+08:00

Today is Hari Raya Haji..

It is quite boring uh as there is nothing to do..

I did not went for prayers as I could not wake up in the morning..

I woke up at 11..

Then around 12, I fell asleep..

Hahaha..

Then woke up around 2.30pm cos the whole family is going to my aunt's house..

As usual,I was the last to bath..

Thus the last to siap2..

They went off first..

So I took my time to go there..

Once there,I was sleepy..

So I did what could make me awake..

EATING!!!!!!!!

Hahaha..

There were plenty of chocolates..

Ranging from chocolate fudge cake, chocolate cake,chocolate jelly and cadbury chocolates..

So by the end of the day,I was sick of those chocolates..

And I didnt ate any proper food there..

Should have eaten the lontong..

Haha..

K then..

Tomorrow I have a mission..

That is to finish up all my tutorials so that sunday I can have a good rest..

K people..

Thats it for now..

GO!!!!!!!!!!!